It's Not Good...

Is it bad that I'm usually the first one done with my finals? I mean, for the Shakespeare final, there were but two essay questions. I was done in an hour and a half, and I even proofread it and everything, and I still left before anyone else... Of course, I had plenty of time to go get some Taco Bell.

Yesterday I reached for a door handle in the library and this girl walking beside me reached for it at the same time. I almost held her hand. She giggled.
Is it bad that this might be the closest I've ever gotten to holding a girl's hand if you don't count Disco Skating, which I don't?

Is it bad that I have this rather large paper due tomorrow, and I'm blogging instead of working on it?

Is it bad that I get excited every time Kobe Bryant takes a hard fall?

Is it bad that my tooth is loose again? You know, Waylon... he wants out again, I can feel it... literally.

Is it bad that I settle for a B- on a term paper instead of doing it over?

I don't think I'm a bad person. Maybe I settle for some things in life that I shouldn't, and maybe I just have some really awful luck... yet I am happy. What else matters?
Back to work

Dream Journal

I had a frightening dream last night, that I was at some sort of Basic Military Training Camp, but the exercises we took on were not really that basic. In fact, they were quite real and quite deadly. Not only did I have to run a great deal on my bum leg (which was still bum in my dreams), but we were given a task to storm a hill whereon three enemy tanks were lodged. Real enemy tanks. I somehow overheard an officer estimate 70 casualties amidst our troop of 150 recruits. Real casualties. I then had visions of running up the hill with nothing for defense against the bombardment of artillery shells but constant prayer and luck, which I somehow knew would fail me. So I did the only plausible thing and tendered my resignation right there and fled the camp, the whole while wondering, "How on earth did I think I was going to be able to do this?!"

So Jake, if Mr. Freud had anything to do with this, you are more of a man than I am.

Book of the Man of Little Consequence

Chapter 10

1. And now my brethren, and sistren, I beseech of you that ye do not procrastinate the day of working on your term paper until the end. For when the end cometh, then cometh the night of no sleep, wherein ye have no chance for sanity, but must compose words of incessant mediocrity and hope for participation grades.
2. For the man surely did not procrastinate this day as was implied, but did write his name and the date for all of his papers that were due on the final day of classes. And being thus past the status of "Not yet begun," he considered the matter in order, and left his labors for a season.

3. And lest the man should be exalted above measure through the abundance of runnings and jumpings, there was given to him leprechauns in his leg, who beat incessantly with tiny hammers that gave him much displeasure in the night.
4. For, for he could not sleep whilst the leprechauns beat upon his leg, or so was the imagination.
5. And thrice times thirty times did he entreat the Lord to remove the leprechauns.
6. But the Lord's grace was sufficient, and his strength was made greater in weakness..
7. Though his strength is not made greater in whininess, so the matter is left.

8. But one other thing may yet be whined about.
9. For the man did take ill, and the leprechauns ceased not their labors.
10. Thus his sleep was robbed, and he was seen to be watching the celebration of celestial gluttony (or as some would say, Man v. Food) in the wee hours of the morning.
11. And thus he subsisted on little sleep and much dreamings of excessive eatings.
12. And he called them not 'crunchings and munchings' despite the plural gerunds, for he despised the reference and the movie unto which it pertained.

13. And for all this, the day of Friday came, and he so excited. He, he, he so excited, for the morrow was Saturday, and then Sunday came afterwards. Fun, fun, fun, fun...

14. I implore your forgiveness for such a reference.
15. But the man slept and his classes came and went like a thief in the night, or rather, a thief in the morning, which would be a thief that would surely be caught.
16. Unless the man of the house was sleeping, for what man will try to break in and steal from the house of a strong man? For they will surely bind the strong man first, or drug him, or bribe him, or flatter him, or throw great amounts of putty at him until he moveth not, and then will they steal from him, assuming he has anything worthy to steal.

17. And the final day of his occupation drew nigh, and the people rejoiced, save only a few who deemed themselves Hate-onites, and they threw much hatings and gnashings at the man of little consequence.
18. But the man slew the Hate-onites with his smile and smart-alec wit, so they were much the more wroth and threatened to retire him early.
19. Of which he answered saying, "Surely, thou wouldst do me a great service by such an act, for the payment of my job is but small when considering that I must listen to the words of such paltry sluggards as thyself. Jump up and cut yourselves, and then will I hear thy whinings and wailings, and hatings, and gnashings of teeth."
20. For this, his coworkers deemed him the greatest of them all, if but for this season. And he received two and a quarter scores to be wasted in the store that hath not true merchandise (or as some would say, the BYU bookstore). And he murmured not at this.

21. And so the season came to a close, and a new chapter of the book of the man of little consequence was to be begun, if but for four months from now. For where goeth the man when the leaves turn red, and the celebrations of honor, valor, largeness, and man-stink begin? Not even the angels in heaven know...
22. And he ended this chapter, mentioning not his dealings with the females.

Some Commercials Just Need to be Posted

This one makes me giggle and homesick at the same time.

"Hey Ya'll, Watch This!"

That's what the redneck said before he died. What does it have to do with my post? I don't know... if you really read deep--deeper than I ever intended to write--perhaps you'll find a connection, and then you can let me know.
Back in high school, I had this really lousy injury. When I say lousy, I'm talking it put me out of basketball practice for a week or so, and what with my small stature, I couldn't really afford to miss too much practice, if you know what I mean... The worst thing about it was that it was diagnosed as a deep bruise. As mythical and pansy as that sounds, it backs itself up with a complete lack of swelling... not even any discoloration! So there I was, missing practice for probably what most people, including the coaches, thought was an injury completely conjured in my imagination.
So here at school, tonight, in the first offensive play of our tournament game of this football team I managed to get on, I split the defenders but pay the price. I knew it right after it happened... it happened again. Deep bruise. The pain was so severe at first it made me nauseated, and I HATE being nauseated! I'd rather be hit in the gut with a cannon ball! Then again, that would probably make me nauseated of itself, so the scenario is void. What I'm trying to say is, it's gonna be a loooong week.
But long weeks are not without their perks. Imagine when Saturday rolls around, and the long week is over! Then I get to sit down and enjoy conference, crossing my fingers that Pres. Uchtdorf brings up sportsmanship again.

Now for something totally unrelated!

Here's a shout out to Dan Patrick and a shout down to the miserable Rick Reilly. For the former, I've always considered your show entertaining. For the latter, you can bag on Jimmer's D all you want, but when you bring the church into it, that's just unprofessional, especially when you showcase your ignorance with such things as "no-caffeine honor code". That last bit was actually included in a response to Mr. Reilly himself, bless his little heart.
Then I got to thinking... as an aspiring columnist myself, would I be willing to write that which is controversial, stupid, ignorant, and offensive to great populations for the sake of sensationalism? Well, if I was a sports columnist, I would do naught but bag on big market teams like the Lakers and Yankees, which would most assuredly offend huge masses of people. This is probably why I would never be a sports columnist unless if it was for some joke website like DownWithTheMan.Com, which isn't a real website... yet. Needless to say, I would certainly make mistakes with my amateur attitude.
And who am I to judge what Reilly did as a mistake? Well, I'm not much of one for it, but I think Dan Patrick is.

Inspiration from Nerdy Bands

Why don't we see more nerdy bands? Perhaps we do... or perhaps I just don't pay enough attention to the musical culture in Japan. Moment of silence.
Anyways, what with basketball being over and all, I think it was a great run this year. Despite all the downcast countenances last night, I am really happy for our team. Sweet 16 for the first time in 30 years, Jimmer being pretty much on top of the world, and ESPN giving us a shout out for upholding our standards amidst Davies-Gate [getting booed for the cliche there].
So here's to a great run this year in basketball! What an exit! Raise a glass of apple-raspberry juice which I swear, next to Martinelli's, is the closest I have ever gotten to alcohol--you know, special occasion type drinks.
So then the conversation turns to next most exciting thing: next year's football. And then it turns to our marching band, and how they epitomize the nerdiness of BYU [some jock comes out of nowhere and punches me in the face]. I mean, Lord of the Rings, Star Trek, and of all the popular songs that suggest domination or sticking it to the man, we go with the Imperial March from Star Wars.
I think it's great!
Let's take Lord of the Rings, for instance. Should our quarterback be likened to Legolas, he would never miss a pass! In fact, he could take that football, stiff arm an opponent with it right in the chest, run up the back of another opponent and leap off his head to throw a strike right to the reciever 100 yards down the field, who likened unto Aragorn, would never drop a pass. Then again, none of this would even matter, because you had an offensive line of nothing but cave trolls, so nobody's getting through. Well, in reality we have Polynesians, which is about as close as you get.
"There will be a day when the pride and honor of BYU comes crashing down around us, but IT IS NOT THIS DAY!!"
And what's wrong with having Wizards on the field? There's a professional sports team with the name, albeit they are certainly not wizards on the court.
So, enjoy the optimism on sports while it lasts. From here on out, it's naught but tournament in my wonderful job, so I'm gonna have my fair share of venting to do here before the end of the semester.

What's Math Got to Do With It?

Ok, so I've got all my requirements signed up for and by August, I should be done with classes. Let's see the fireworks, everyone!! Hooray!
But then, there is this stupid foreign language credit, which says I have to take four semesters for it... and I says, "What about all those math classes I vainly took? Do they not transfer over?" And the university says, "Nope. Here's an atomic wedgie to your future!"
Well, I figure I can get by in Spanglish 205 without taking any extra semesters. The difficult thing is actually getting into that class. Hello, academic advisor!
So, by the sheer force of my determination and my own refusal to accept another fall semester here, I will see it done! "But Monsieur Madeleine!!" I WILL SEE IT DONE!!
For those of you who don't know, I finish with BA in English and a minor in Communications, planning to be alternately licensed to become a high school teacher in English and Journalism, and during this time also to have my own online column for some commercial purpose, probably an online LDS column, or maybe a sports blog if I'm really masochistic. I also plan to write books and stuff.
Also, also, check out my goodreads profile, if you're wondering about what to read for fun and you're into the really-nerdy-but-not-as-nerdy-as-Star-Trek-or-Star-Wars novels.