She never called back...

This thing in my pocket... it's like a time-bomb, always counting down, but I cannot see the timer. I have no idea when the detonation comes, bringing an explosion of anxiety and awkwardness yet a most ecstatic joy. Was there relief when the expectations were never fulfilled? No, only disappointment and frustration, as cold and silent as this device in my pocket. Again, it was a dud.

Dig?